Tiredness

Wow, it sure has been a very long and abandoned blog.

Can’t believe I last updated more than 1yr ago.

Hopefully after this update, I will update on a much regular basis.

Since I’ve also started a new job in Amex, I’m much more stress free and have more time for myself.

I am 3 mths preggy now. Seriously I totally salute all those mums out there. Because I seriously can’t stand the pain, the vomiting, the fever, etc... How those ladies can tahan eh? So good! I wish I can be strong like those woman out there.

( This is exactly how bad i keep vomiting, till im all so weak, i'll be on my knees)

Being pregnant is somehow obstructing me from doing my best at work. My body is always aching. I sleep all the time. I even drooled in the train! Can u imagine that?

Yeah that’s how tired I’m always am.

Going for a checkup this coming sat. Hope everything goes well. Since its first time hubby is following.

Went for my first scan last month in KKH. And I got to see my tiny winy baby with the heart beating. It was such a beautiful moment. Too Bad, I was alone. Cause hubby is in camp for training for 7 weeks.

I hate my guynae.. She is one hell of a fierce (seem heartless) we’ll see how it goes. I will update bout my check up. Let’s see if she is nicer this time round.

Wish me luck Peeps.

Btw.. Have a great Week ahead :)

Boredome

Its saturday aft, im feeling lazy, sleepy and sick!

i dont know if its just me and my work place, but everyone seems to be falling sick.

peeps out there? any of u also not well?

My work place all kena attack by flu. I was super sick last week, i had a sudden asthma attack ( after 2 long years) and to top it all, i had viral flu.

Pfft! Makin dekat nak kahwin, makin macam2 sakit aku..

and top it all , im getting fatter!!

i know im suppose to be losng wieght, but i just cant!

ive been exercising ( not so much la)

ive been dieting untill im like so weak..

i really dont know wat to do.

anyways to be honest, i really dont mind, the way i look, i know im fat and all

but as long as i can fit into the baju im ok already..

but im scared i wont be..

so BO PIAN LOR!, i need to SHRINK!

so to all bloggers out there,

banyak2 la berdoa for me k..

doa kan supaya Sarina Abdul Rahman will be able to Shrink or if not fit into her wedding clothes.

Amin...

:)

Muacks! in advance for those who doa kan me..

hehe..

anyways, im bored right now!

so im typing this entry for no reasons,

wanted to upload my pics taken for the Nilai Trip, but my camera is missing again (confirm my sis take it again!)

Oh btw peeps, if u all are looking for barang hantaran yng murah, go to Nilai!
its damn damn cheap and nice..

Me likee!!

= )

Replying to my tags

to Rina - thanks love for waiting for me to update my blog. So sweet of u. anyways i so agree, i knw tat there will be a lot of godaans, but my oh my, sometimes, u really feel like ure so uncertain of wat ure getting urself into. Scary ah.. i always pray to god, to give me the strenght from within.

to Beauillusions - Oh, it sure is stressing ah to be a bride? hehe.. anyways its been long since i drop by ur blog, how are u and ur darling? hope things are getting along well.

to Fezah -Babe!! i miss u.. lama tak chat with u eh! hope the planning on ur side sre all going well :) muacks! will talk to u soon k.

to Missy Zai - Yes Babe!! aku dah nak kahwin!! LOL, almost 25 years or waiting ;) haha

to Jaja - hei sweety, thanks for dropping by my blog, anyways.. its so cute u link me to bride wars. haha, i a bit like them ah, not so much , somemore i got no best fren that is getting married that i can fight with. hehe.. anyways lets link up ya! :)

Ugly Is Out

I never really understood when people use to tell me, that sometimes a wedding brings out the worse in a woman.

From a gentle woman, she can turn out pretty Ugly.

3 mths to my wedding, and i finally realise wat those sentences means.

Take me for example, i am one of those simple ladies around, who most of the time is pleased with the simple things in life. Hence the nick Plain Jane. ;)

But being a bride to be, just makes me feel all so weird inside. U start to become paranoid, extra demanding, extra worried, extra choosy, extra sensitive ( Basically extra everything in the bad dept)

And currently I'm facing all this peculiar behaviours..

Well not that my wedding is gonna be a grand event or anything, but i just wants it to be simple and sophisticated. ( Wonder how i will ever achieve tat)

If some of u have read the previous entry of mine, i mentioned that my Andaman is RH rite?

Well, lately I've changed it to Putri Mas

Reason - The make up artist, Yaqin is no longer with them, and i have been calling them up for my fitting for many weeks, and they kept saying the makeup artist will call me. Bad Service! So i had to follow my gut feelings, and do wats best that is change to my mak andam that i use for my engagement. Kak Nor from Putri mas.

So i did the right decision rite peeps?

Becos of this decision of mine, me and hasril got into a tiny winy clash between each other.

Normally i will be the person who will calm things down, and talk things out and settle it peacefully.

But No.. not this time round, This Crazy Bride to be, just had to start raising her voice, and breaking down in tears like it was such a big2 arguments. When actually it is not.

Another Observation of mine, as the day gets closer, i keep feeling scared and Nervous.

Knowing the fact that after June, i will no longer be single and there comes a whole lot of responsibility for me, be it being a wife, daughter in law, mummy.. etc..

One other thing i have been doing quite lately also is to pick a fight with hasril, i will start talking bout all the past, and start asking him stupid question of whether we is serious of getting married to me.

Sometimes, i seriously think I'm going crazy and I'm one hell of a delusional biatch!. Cause there is actually no reasons for me to start feeling all this, when Hasril has been nothing but a great partner towards me.

People always say, being in an engagement there will be lots of cabaran,

to be honest i sincerely think that our cabaran is none other the Me. I am one of the biggest cabaran, cause hasril have to continuously pacify me, treat me over the top well, going out the extra mile, just to have me in the right state of mood.

Crazy Rite?

I think, not many brides to be feel the way i do. Dont get me wrong, its not that I'm not ready to settle down and all, its just that i think I'm just too stressed out with all this wedding preparations ( if u don't want to blame yourself, find something to blame on! * winks* )

Anyways since im typing this entry about me being the BRIDEZILLA, i just wanna take this opportunity to tell Mr Hasril, that im sorry for all those moodswings ive been giving u. Im sorry that ive been testing your patience and thank you for still being understanding and standing by my side through all this craps im putting u into. Love u lots!

And to my readers, im sorry that ive been missing and not updating my blog. Im sure reading my above entry will somehow explain the reason of those mths of no updates.

But i do hope i'll try to update it more often k. :)

Up to Date

Woo hoo... welcome back to my humble blog. hehe.

Ok first stop, i would like to congratulate my darling best fren , Missy Zai for passing her driving license.

To Zai " would u like to be my personal driver on my wedding day? at least u can make me laugh on the road" ;)

second on my mind now, is my new job. Im loving it so far.

Its sooooo fantastic not to be a manager ( other then having a huge pay cut)

cause after 6 long years, i can finally just work for myself and not to worry bout all the people under me.

So pray hard i'll do well in my job ya..and hopefully it can turn to be a career for me one fine day

=)

Third on my list now, is none other then my wedding.

Gosh, no matter how much you've done, everynight before you go to sleep, u will think to yourself, is there anything out that needs to be done?

Thats my case.. gosh, Stress and excited rojak into one feeling.

So is this normal ladies??

so anyways, this are the things ive done.

Deco - unique touch

Room deco - Decorama

Food- Nizera catering

Andaman - RH bridal

Barang Hantaran - BELUM BELI.

Music & Entertainment - Roslan Yus ( this is a veteran singer, mak2 kita mesti kenal)

Kompang- " i dont know wats the name, Zai? wats the name eh?"

hmm, is there anything else i miss out?

Anyways to my darls out there, my wedding is on the 27 june. So make yourself free k.

Dont say i never say Hor!

Till then, Have a great Weekends from us,

Random

i have so many things i wanna blog about, about my work that im no longer working there, bout my soon to be new job, bout how i miss my frens soo much, but, im just so plain lazy to really blog bout it.

Maybe soon i'll update it. Meanwhile, hope its not to late to wish everyone out there happy weekends! :)

ASSAULTED

this maybe be like a taboo topic for me to talk about. My entry this time is about being molested.

Many girls have been molested out there, some keeps quiet about it some report bout it while some make a scene so that the culprit gets caught on the spot.

My question is, wat would you do if it happens to u?

I know some girls might be reading this entry and cursing me for typing this entry out in public.

to be honest, im one of the culprit.. just this aft in a bus, i was assaulted. the guy kept looking at me, making funny noises to me, moaning and all.

he kept touching his crotch and kept leaning closer to me. grinding his thighs against my thighs.

I wanted to yell , but im so scared to make a scene as it will only embarass me more, i wanted to scold him, but at that time, i was just sooo scared to even turn my face and look at him, he was so close, i could feel his breath against my face.

so i just sat there, waiting for my bus stop, and when i finally alight, he followed me all the way to the train station, and thnakfully i managed to escaped him..

i went to tam and met hasril, and all i could do is just cry.. i feel so sick, so disgusted, so many questions running to my mind..

this have happen to me countless of time throughout my life.. the last time it happened to me, i bang the guys legs, and stared at him.. which he quickly ran off after tat.

So the question is y this entry rite?

I just wanted to warn/share to those ladies, girls and women out there... if this were to happen to you, please dont be like me today, do not be afraid or u will always be a victim.

i kept asking hasril just now, y tihs always happen to me

and he said " U ARE ALWAYS AFRAID , THATS Y U ALWAYS BECOME THIER PREY!" ( instead of hugging me and telling me everytihng will be alrgigh)

which of course make snese.. and knock some senses to me.

so peeps out there.. remember, dont be afraid..

and act fast if it happens to u,

DONT BE AFRAID.

*a friendly msg from Plain Jane

Overcome

Hei Peeps, guess wat?

today i finally overcome my little fear of cutting my hair at those $10 barber shop.

before this i always go to far east, reds or hair mechanics to cut my hair.

But its always cost me more then 30 dollars.

I always tell hasril that only guys cut their hair at those 10 dollar shop.. but he insisted that girls also cuts their hair there.

To begin with i was in a very bad mood ( somebody totally make me furios mad ) but i dont know y that actually made me decide to chop off my hair

(like as though cutting it short will made me feel happy,hmmph!)

and thinking rationally since my hair is not thick and its also very manageable to cut, i forced myself to try out this 10 dollar barber. ( if never try, will never know right?) i even said to myself " worse come to worse, i'll just repair the damage done at hair mechanics "

but thank god. it all turn out well. Simple and Short.

I would love to take a pic of myself now.. but to bad my sis have destroyed my precious camera. :(

anyways to those peeps who's been dying thinking of trying out that 10dollar barber..

go ahead, give it a try!

but only for simple hair cuts la.. although i have overcome the fear of cutting my hair there, i still think they can only do simple hair cuts.

as for me right now? Due to my anger this aft.. it now leaves me with a temporary damage of looking like a pumpkin :(

Morale of the story : - though u may end up looking like a pumpkin, at least u get to overcome a fear!

;)